Simple Touches

DIAL UP SUCKS!!!

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 03:18:52 GMT

Man it so sucks i cancelled my DSL and my Cable can't be hooked up till Tuesday. I forgot how damn slow it is without dsl lol I havn't been up to much of anything. Been doing alot of reading over at Spuffy realm. Alot of good stories out over there.
Other then that I've been making alot of tubes and tags. zCan't get enough of my PSP lol. Besides that all i do is chat on yahoo messenger met a couple of new friends who have been great. And of course theres David.. After 3 years he still can't get enough of me LMAO
I probley won't update again until after i get my cable cuz man it took forever for LJ to open LOL I'm just not a patient person. Think I'll catch up with all my friends posts see if theres any awesome stories i have been missing the updates on.

A lil about me

Fri, 09 Dec 2005 00:04:06 GMT

So I've gotten myself into way to much here lately I'm in all these yahoo groups where people request my tags and some wars where you put tags up for request and have had hundreds of requests trying to get filled. So thats where i've been.
I wrote yahoo about getting bittersweetspike back (the old archive) well they said i could so i got excited and went about doing it.. well i did get it back but just the name all the files and shit were gone I so cried. So thats lost forever and i'm just not sure if i have the energy to fill up Whispers it would take so long but i still think i'm gonna try.
My lil girl has been sick also which sucks every time she coughs i freak out cause it caused her lung to collapse a tiny bit when she was coughing real bad.but shes over the cough now so that is a relief!

bought my booty buddy LMAO a present for xmas i cna't wait to see him use it i mean play with it lol umm yeah so anyway :P
Anyway i'm gonna go make some tags so i'll be back soon to report the goodies

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 07:47:54 GMT

Man I tell you this has been one crazy ass week! I can say without a doubt that it has probley been one of my worse ones mentally. So much shit in just one lil week that i thought i would go crazy. Made me question so much about myself. But as always my knight was there to help me through when there was no other.. not family nor friends closer. I had to depend on someone so far away. I don't know what i'd ever do with out him probley fall apart and be on a rampage.

Havn't been able to get much done.. I have myself in so much right now sometimes i think its to much. But i can handle. I might be able to get the old archive back.. I'm still gonna rename in to the one I have now but I'll have all the old stories I've added and plus the awesome new ones. We be so much easier on me!

I've been doing alot of readin.. Theres this one story on SR called Winters Storm.. OMFG that is one awesome ass story.. full up with the angst but so well written and thought out its way in the 20's on chapters but i find myself reading it from beginning more then once.. If you havn't read it you ought to check it out.. you will love it.. but do remember it is VERY angsty

My lil girl went to the zoo today with her grandpa.. So so loved it. all she could talk about was the big red snake lol I'm so glad my dad is still doing things with them even though he can't stand to be around my mom.. Guess she sees now how she should have started treating him better when he gave her all those warning to shape up or he was shipping out.

Well thats all for now wanna do some reading before bed..

Much love to all my f-List

The Flu SUCKS

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 00:00:02 GMT

So sorry i havn't been around I've had the worse case of the flu! for almost 2 weeks. Its been horrible i'm at the computer hardly at all becuz i can't stand to be up have to lay down felt weak. just sucky.. Feeling much better now., still gonna take it easy but starting tomorrow have to start adding the 40 or so stories i have lol i'll be here all day
Hope everyones doing wellAny icon makers interested in making me something... LOL

Seriously!
I want to spuffy icons.. 1 i want to say Ashlee Whore and the 2nd i want to say Goldilock Whore

LOL can anyone do it? I so wish i could make icons but i just can't blah I might try cuz i really want these two icons now LOL

Love all

How you do that?

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 03:49:57 GMT

Where is everyone finding the way how to put the username that we got a icon for in the keywords>? I've tried and tried and its not working BOOOO

Crazy bitch Strikes again

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 00:29:35 GMT

Yeah so the nut job somehow found out about my changed password to my fotki account.. she must have not changed the password on the mail account yet.. Not sure but anyway she deleted all my tags that i made and yet put the one that she made on there dumb ass lmao so i called fotki and had them reset my pass.. they said it was changed within the last couple days.. had to be today.. so now i'm back in and everything is changed back to me but damn still pissed i lost all my tags..

Crazy bitch

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 06:11:49 GMT

ok i love this layout style but i couldn't figure out how to add the header pic WAHHH So i guess tomorrow its back to commponant

Added a few stories today.. Had a a problem of reading while i add.. slows down the process alot LMAO o well i enjoyed it

Not much else to say right now.. found all kinds of awesome icons so i'm gonna add those now and go do some more reading till i fall asleep.. I hope everyone is doing well

Big Hugs

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 00:03:31 GMT

Ok so i decided its time for a whole new bunch of icons! Spuffy of course! so if any body can point me toward some makers i'd much apprciate it.. A few i won't get rid of becuz well I love them but for the most part i just need new lol ok on now to start adding stories to the archive

Getting it done

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 06:52:19 GMT

First off i want to say hi to my new friendlies athenewolfe basilio_the_cat and raemcn Thanks so much for friending me!

We got some done on the archive got the submit form up and the site info page and a links to and from i forgot to do affiliates though i'll do that tomorrow. Plus tomorrow i can start adding the fics i have so far.. all i have is Spuffy so far though so i really have to look around for some other pairings!

Well thats about it I'm feeling really tired which is a surprise cuz its only 1:50 and well i'm usually up till 3 but i'm gonna take advantage of the sleepiness while i can

Big Hugs all

Its up!!

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 00:28:13 GMT

YAY so i got the new layout up at the new site.. Its not my best but hey it will be ok for the first layout.. So why don't you all mosey on over there and let me know what you think hehe Now all i have to do is start adding stories which is by far my fave part hehe I'm also excite becuz not only will we have my spuffy but also other spike pairings Bad Bad Barbz got me into reading him with others and i didn't think i'd like it but hell Spike is hot no matter who he's with lol but of course my fave will always be Spuffy.

Anyway here the link www.whispersofbloodlust.com theres not much to look at yet but take a peak and let me know what you think

Oh and a big big thank you to those who have already said i can host their stories!!! Smooches you all.. And if you know of any other coupling authors Like Spangle and Spander or Spillow please let me know so i can get some of that up also..

Ok i think thats about it for now

Big with the hugs

Anyone Know?????

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 12:26:09 GMT

Anyone know a site for move over effect or cursor effect?

We have a name LOL

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 22:31:18 GMT

OK so we FINALLY have a name for the archive after what seems like hours of thinking LOL and with help from the sweet spikeskat we came up with the name Whispers of Bloodlust I like thanks darlins

NOWWW for the hard part trying to come up with a banner to match that name.. Any ideas?

Off to think again LOL

Smoooches you

Whats been going on with me

Thu, 13 Oct 2005 06:43:51 GMT

WOW where do i start? First of off me and barbz has decided to reopen the archive which means starting all over since someone deleted it.. but i'll get to that in a minute.. Yeah we are reopening the archive but its going to have a different name and this isn't gonna be just a Spuffy archive where its main focus will be Spuffy cuz well thats my fave shipper.. we will have Spike and any other coupling Spike/Xander, Spike/Angel/ Spike/Willow, hell even threesomes hehe We havn't really agreed on a name yet any ideas? feel free to give your input Also if you were on the archive before and wouldn't mind me archiving you again please let me know you can reply here or send a email to me or Brbz

Now you may ask why are they reopening a archive.. Easy I missed it.. I thought that Spuffy was becoming a fandom with nothing but fights and backstabbing but thats not always the case sure there was some but hey you'll find that anywhere.. It all came down to why stop something that I enjoyed for other people. So anyway yeah please get back to me

Now lets tell you about the drama that i have just been into. Over the last few months since i left the fandom i've been becoming really good friends with this girl Well i was blind this girl is a total nut case! First she blames my bestest girl of closing down all the sites me and the nut owned together by saying she was jealous. Sent my girl these emails so hurtful that they could make someone that didn't even know her cry, Not only did i know she was lying about that but today i found out that shes lied about pretty much everything since i've known her mixing the turth with total BS so I'd believe them and distant myself from any other person i talked to. Well today i've said ENOUGH and i asked some of the people she said the lies about and showed them what she told me and they would show me what they really said and we were just like wow what a pathetic little bitch! So miserable in her own life that she has to make everyone else just as miserable Its sad really.. But no matter how much i feel sorry for her and her pathetic life i can't be apart of her lies and betrayal anymore. Fuck her

Yeah that felt good to get off my chest lol anyway i'm gonna go start attempting to make a new layout.. sigh.. its been so long lol oh and check out my new LJ layout thought it would go good for halloween LMAO

Hugs

I'm back!!!

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 01:40:36 GMT

Where do I start here.. I have to tell you this has to be the absolute worse! and yes i do mean worse, month ever. Where do i start.. Well first my birthday was wed. the 21st. and well i dind't get anything not even from my parents :(( guess i'm spoiled just every year i've always got sdomething ya know and this year zip it so sucked I do want to give the biggest hug ever to Star for the sweetest birthday call made me smile even though i was on a hot as hell bus oh but wait thats part 2 of why my month has sucked so bad. Oh and i got the sweetest ecard from my friend Heidi made me cry it was so sweet :) and for all the birthday wishes thank you guys for making me smile on a horrible day!

On top of the seilfishness of me i spent my bday on a hot old school buss evacuating my city cuz we were suppose to have a cat 5 hurricane comeing right for us. So we're out side waiting ast 8 in the morning in about 95 degree weather my nephew is so hot he's crying and finlly at 10 we make it on the busses. Well the city that we were gonna stay at is only a 2 hour drive from where we were.. it took us 11 hours on a non air conditioned bus to get there. we had people passing out from the heat people, gettting dehydrated. at about 10 that night the people on my bus were starting to get a lil hysterical being ina non moving at all line.. it took is 3 hours to move 2 miles. they were screaming out to the state troopers for help our kids were looking faint we had no water since about 4 that day and they had all the entrances to the highway blocked off becuz one of their own was in a accident.. well sorry if i'm not feeling all compassionate at the moment! Finally at almost 12 am we get to Sam houston State University where we will be spending the next few days. now i have to give it to the SHSU staff they were organized and everything there went so well. All but the fact that we slept on a hard gym floor which i have never had to do before so i couldn't sleep which made for a very grouchy person. Anyway i had friends to talk me throught it.. Of course my David always there to tell me its gonna be ok i love him for that../

It was so horrible! Heres some pics

Nice huh? Happy birthday to me!

I"m backkkk

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 06:14:20 GMT

Man Have I missed LJ!! I thought i was out of Spuffy and while yes I'm out of the archive.. theres just to many awesome places to go read stories theres no need for anymore.. I'm long from out of reading my fics! I've missed them so much lol So now I'm going to spend my extra time reading..

I've made a tag site for my groups to pick up my tags i make. Its cool so far people are loving the tags which makes me all happy girl cuz nothing makes me happier then knowing someone is enjoying my work. Heres the link if anyone cares to check it out
http://sinfulcreations.fotki.com/

Things are going pretty well for me. School has started back up for Brit and Ty so that means free time for me during the day! YAY loving that! Things are going well with my friends and with my david.. He's so great always my rock. I love him to death,

Going to go through tonight and see what all I can catch up on in here.

I hope you all are doing well!

Comments appreciated

Fri, 26 Aug 2005 17:46:17 GMT

Ok so yeah i closed the archive our baby for going on 2 years and now i'm missing it.. So I'm not sure what i want to do.ya know? I mean theres so many awesome archives out there and hell when ever i read I go to one of them LOL never have I gone to our archive to read. I guess it was just a habit where ever i found a story is where i'd continue to read it evern after i added it to the archive. But then theres also the factor that I've just recently opened myself a always group for the tags i make since I always get so many requests for them and i opened a tag site where i'll be showing off my tags and where the people i make tags for can pick them up. So I'm going to be pretty busy but i also feel like i'm letting the people down who did read there at our archive so what I was thinking was that maybe i could take one day a week and make that the archive day and do nothing but work on the archive that day.. what do you guys think??? Did anyone from my LJ actually go to it and would you like to see it up again? I mean I do this for the readers and yeah a lil for me too lmao but i guess it will go to what others think I'm gonna make another layout and post the same question up there and see what we get but please here too if you went there leave me a lil comment and let me know what you think

Steps of a Heartbreak

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 00:41:35 GMT

Shared with me and just had to add it to my journal

Have you ever had your heart broken? And I don’t mean just stomped on – I mean REALLY broken. Well, I have. And let me tell you – it sucks.

The first 24 hours suck. You feel nauseated. You can’t eat. You can’t sleep. You cry. Your nose runs. Your face breaks out. You avoid mirrors, and therefore the bathroom (so it’s likely that you don’t even shower). You freeze your ass off even if it’s 90 degrees outside. You ignore your phone when it rings. Unless, of course, it’s “the heartbreaker” calling. When “the heartbreaker calls,” you leap from the bed with an energy you’ve never seen before. You race to the phone in hopes that there has been a change of heart. Of course, there never is…

The first week is really no better. You make CDs full of depressing songs, like Nickelback’s “This is how you remind me” or Lenny Kravitz’s “Again.” You listen to them over and over and over again. Of course, these songs only make you feel shittier (if that’s even a word). You replay your last few days together in your head to try to figure out what you screwed up. You drink more than usual, and eat a lot less. You can sleep all day, but oddly enough find yourself unable to sleep at night. You cry at work. You avoid your dearest friends. You may even lash out at them if they try to help you. You get nauseated when you see a couple holding hands walking down the street.

Then you make it to week two, which is really no better. You contemplate sending back all the gifts “the heartbreaker” ever sent you. Thankfully, you have dear friends who convince you that doing so would be a bad idea. You still listen to the depressing CDs, you read all your old emails, texts, cards, and letters from “the heartbreaker.” You look at old pictures of the two of you together. Your roots are showing and you need a manicure and pedicure, but you don’t care. You convince yourself that you are all alone and that nobody loves you. You binge on ice cream, zingers, and coffee – anything with sugar or caffeine – just to stay awake. You stare blankly at your monitor at work. You can make it through the work day without any outbursts, but when you arrive at the empty dwelling that you call a home, you break down behind your closed door.

And then comes week three. By now, you are showing signs of anger. You stop focusing on everything that was “right” about the relationship, and zero in on everything that was wrong - and trust me, you will find more things that are wrong than right. You begin to feel a satisfying sense of hatred toward “the heartbreaker.” You are constantly pissed off. You hate the world and everything in it for that matter. You see happy people and you look for ways to make them miserable – after all, misery loves company. You drive like an asshole. You cut in front of people in line. You think the world would be a better place without you in it. You feel like everyone owes you something – and in a sense, they do – they owe you the right to grieve however your poor broken heart desires.

And then comes the beloved week four. You have no tears left to cry. You have alienated a few people with your tantrums and are ready to concede. You transition your CD collection to selections that are more upbeat – like Chumbawumba’s “Tubthumping.” You meet your friends out after work, and they remind you that it’s “the heartreaker’s” loss, not yours – and somehow you actually agree with them. You are grateful that “the heartbreaker” dumped you so early in the summer; you are a size 1 now as a result of the loss of appetite and you have only “the heartbreaker” to thank. You look great in your bikini. You get your hair cut and colored. You go to the spa for that much needed manicure and pedicure, and you throw in a facial for that added “boost.” You look great. You feel great. You notice people noticing you, and finally you remember why “the heartbreaker” fell for you in the first place.

And there you sit, on cloud 9, waiting until the next “heartbreaker” comes along (and the cycle begins all over again).

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 00:31:54 GMT

Happy Birthday to youuuuuu

Happy Birthday to youuuuu

Happy birthday my sweet anjel!!!

Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Hope your having a great one today!!

I been thinking

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 06:13:58 GMT

So I've been thinking that I'm not going to be working on the archive right now.. I just can't get motivated into it right now.. I still read Spuffy goodness every night but I'm just not into the archive.. I guess i see so many archives out there thats so much bigger then LISC and better and I'm not seeing as much new people with new stories anymore. Guess I'm growing out of it. well this week anyway I'll probley be loving it next week lol.. I know some will be mad at me and I'm sorry I promise if you have a story on there i will attempt to get it finished I'm just so not feeling up to messing with it right now..

Been passing my time with making tags Been having lots of fun. I even have my very own always list with 48 people on it.. Not to bad when its just been opened a few days lol Made my first tag for them today i think it came out pretty sweet I'll show here
Well Going to be Hope everyones doing well

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 03:38:31 GMT

Just a lil note to say hi I know i havn't really been around much but just so much has been going on with me. I'm gonna go look through my fl now can't wait to see what some of you have been up too

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 21:16:18 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 21:06:57 GMT

*The \\*
Last Cigarette:	Never smoked
Last Alcoholic Drink:	about 2 months ago
Last Car Ride:	day before yesterday
Last Kiss:	lol don't ask me to remember that far back
Last Good Cry:	last week :o(
Last Library Book:	blah
Last book bought:	Harry potter
Last Book Read:	Boogyman
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	The Pacifier
Last Movie Rented:	National Treasure
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	I'm always cursing its my mom's fault
Last Beverage Drank:	Pepsi
Last Food Consumed:	Fettuchini
Last Crush:	Crush isn't a strong enough word
Last Phone Call:	David this morning
Last TV Show Watched:	Buffy go figure
Last Time Showered:	this morning
Last Shoes Worn:	sandles
Last CD Played:	one i made
Last Item Bought:	pants
Last Download:	don't remember
Last Annoyance:	UGh lets not go there
Last Disappointment:	My relationship ended
Last Soda Drank:	Pepsi
Last Thing Written:	this .. duh
Last Key Used:	H
Last Words Spoken:	BRITTTTNNNNNEEEYYY lol
Last Sleep:	last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	cookies and cream
Last Chair Sat In:	computer chair
Last Webpage Visited:	Live Journal
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Goodbye to you

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 06:04:52 GMT

Its been 3 days now since me and my b/f broke up and if you ask me how i'm doing well.. different times of the day calls for different answers sometimes i'm ok sometimes it hurts so much i can't breath and then theres the fact that it's like we're still so close.
Our break up was quiet no screming just talking and crying he thinks its for the better he just don't think we can make it but our love was so strong.. still is ..well to me anyway
I can understand where he's coming from.. My friend Heidi says that i should be angry and that my calmness scares her. But what can i do I can't hate the man. i love him more then i ever thought i could love someone besides my lil girl. And he's not wrong our situation isn't gonna get any better.. well it could but just not sure its a way that can make us both happy.
Without him i've kinda lost hope It took me so long to give him all of my heart like i did but when i did let me tell you there was no man more worthy. He made me into the woman i wanted to be gave me strength and hope. i've never ever met such a wonderful careing and giving person and I don't think i ever will again I ache without him. Even though we still talk all the time everyday he's not MY david anymore now i'm just his ex and a friend and even though he may not be my david he will ALWAYS be my heart.

Surprises Part 3

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 00:57:10 GMT

Again who would I be if I did not gift all 3 of my bestest friends with something pretty? It is I jerzeyanjel yet again. Another lj to attack and I did. Tee hee. I loves you Nic. I hope you like it hunny! :: hugs ::

I havnt been around

Mon, 11 Jul 2005 06:47:06 GMT

So sorry i havn't been around but lifes been a total mess around here.. The archive won't be updated for another couple of weeks as i'm doing a remake on my house lol it was much needed and well after i don't for the night i am so beat i don[t feel like doing much except read..Which brings me to ... I am reading such a awesome story right now OMG its amazing it makes me laugh cry scream wanna throw stuff lol its just amazinf.. No its not Spuffy but it has to be one of the best stories i have ever read!!!

I hope everyones doing well I'll keep up more with my LJ and post in here since i won't be doing updates for a bit..